5:22pm 6/21/09

Too bad, I guess. I'm pretty sure this one's over. Sucks to be you. Right? Or is this what you asked for yesterday? Make up your mind.

4:56pm 5/27/09

Hanging on with every ounce of strength I can muster. fuck. one year, I simply won't make it.

4/15/09 1:38pm

"Alcohol dependent" and "Alcoholic" are two VERY different things! Sometimes, it truly is medicinally necessary!

journal excerpt

...I can be me. I'm good at that. Who me is though, is a very independent guy. I'm a smokin', drinkin', fuckin', bar fly. I'm not Mike Brady. I don't want a house with a driveway, I want a crash pad in the city.

5:28pm 1/26/09

This whole thing fucks me up. I just want to BE!!! ....but yet, I cannot. Not here. Not in Cyberville. Maybe not anywhere.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Shape and form are nothing

Always is forever
Forever is always

Checkmate

Yes, you do have me.
Do what you will.
I beg you.