"People keep saying that "marriage is the basis of our society" and no one questions it or stops to consider how dismissive that is of all the unmarried people out there, not just the homosexual ones."
...dead on, and truthfully, I'd not even considered that (am I blonde?).
There's a billion reasons to vote against Bush. I just hope that people actually get out and do it. I don't know what impact Nader is going to have, but the fact that he's running is pissing me off. This just is not the year.
Sunday, February 29, 2004
Hello (18) - VI
Had a nice time. :) Jk played "Lesbian Eye for the Queer Guy" and got me to wear a shirt that actually fit! *lol*
Got pretty drunk, didn't sleep much, but I'm up (as is my downstairs country bumpkin
) sort of half watching "Beaches" while Jk still sleeps on the floor.
It's warm out. If I didn't know better, I'd think it was Spring.
Got pretty drunk, didn't sleep much, but I'm up (as is my downstairs country bumpkin
) sort of half watching "Beaches" while Jk still sleeps on the floor.It's warm out. If I didn't know better, I'd think it was Spring.
Saturday, February 28, 2004
Hello (18) - V
Just getting up.
I don't think that we're going out. (Maybe the Walmart, but that's not exactly what I'd had in mind.)
I'll try calling in a few.
I don't think that we're going out. (Maybe the Walmart, but that's not exactly what I'd had in mind.)
I'll try calling in a few.
Friday, February 27, 2004
Hello (18) - IV
Jk's on her way. I'm glad, but I feel stressed a bit. I really wanted to get a chance to post some. :(
I'm sure I'll call tomorrow, but you can call any time. Don't worry about schedules and the like. I'm sure I'll be up late.
I'm sure I'll call tomorrow, but you can call any time. Don't worry about schedules and the like. I'm sure I'll be up late.
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Hello (18) - III
So, the thing tonight was cancelled. That's Jk though, not reliable. Apparently 2 of the 3 of them cancelled, so she just called it off. She says that she's not feeling like coming up tonight, but with Jk, that could change.
I forget how crazy this makes me.
I forget how crazy this makes me.
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
sorry
There's so much I feel like I need to get back to, but I can't seem to get my head there.
Just hope no one takes it personal
Just hope no one takes it personal
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Hello (18) - I
Appointment was cancelled. (snow. 
)
Drinking a beer and going to play some Shnood.
At least I bathed!
don't remind me
)Drinking a beer and going to play some Shnood.
At least I bathed!
don't remind me
(Spring approaches)
I can feel it as well.
I'll tell you what... I'm really looking forward to it being warm enough in here to work out again. If nothing else, I learned that it's just not possible to keep up with working out when you're freezing.
I look forward to the Spring... and to the changes it will (hopefully) continue to bring.
I'll tell you what... I'm really looking forward to it being warm enough in here to work out again. If nothing else, I learned that it's just not possible to keep up with working out when you're freezing.
I look forward to the Spring... and to the changes it will (hopefully) continue to bring.
Sleep
I really wanted to get onto a "normal" schedule.
My neighbors have other ideas.
I can't wait to be out of here.
My neighbors have other ideas.
I can't wait to be out of here.
Dragon Con (Board gathering) - 9
It's looking more and more like I'm going to have to scrap the whole idea of going this year.
It's about priorities... and money.
I have to move. Moving will cost money. Dragon Con will cost money. Do I have money? A little. I've been saving since last Dragon Con. It's not enough for both, nor will it be enough any time soon. It's either move, or go to Dragon Con.
On the up side, I'll be moving home. HOME.
Fuck Dragon Con.
Every day is Dragon Con when you're where you belong in the first place.
It's about priorities... and money.
I have to move. Moving will cost money. Dragon Con will cost money. Do I have money? A little. I've been saving since last Dragon Con. It's not enough for both, nor will it be enough any time soon. It's either move, or go to Dragon Con.
On the up side, I'll be moving home. HOME.
Fuck Dragon Con.
Every day is Dragon Con when you're where you belong in the first place.
Sunday, February 22, 2004
Friday, February 20, 2004
Can't Go Back - Fleetwood Mac
Standin' in the shadows
The man I used to be
I wanna go back
(Can't go back, can't go back)
Melodies awaken
Sorrows from their sleep
I wanna go back
(Can't go back, can't go back)
She was just a dream maker,
Dreamer of sighs
Shadow on the one who used to cry
A face as soft as a tear in a clown's eye
I wanna go back
(Can't go back, can't go back)
She was just a dream maker,
Dreamer of sighs
Shadow on the one who used to cry
A face as soft as a tear in a clown's eye
I wanna go back
(Can't go back, can't go back)
Written by Lindsey Buckingham
The man I used to be
I wanna go back
(Can't go back, can't go back)
Melodies awaken
Sorrows from their sleep
I wanna go back
(Can't go back, can't go back)
She was just a dream maker,
Dreamer of sighs
Shadow on the one who used to cry
A face as soft as a tear in a clown's eye
I wanna go back
(Can't go back, can't go back)
She was just a dream maker,
Dreamer of sighs
Shadow on the one who used to cry
A face as soft as a tear in a clown's eye
I wanna go back
(Can't go back, can't go back)
Written by Lindsey Buckingham
Thursday, February 19, 2004
(Comedy)
I would have to rank her as my favorite comic right now. She completes rocks!
I haven't heard the other guy, but from what I hear, I'm glad that I haven't. He'd completely infuriate me.
I haven't heard the other guy, but from what I hear, I'm glad that I haven't. He'd completely infuriate me.
Hello (17) - XI
Didn't sleep much. Had to go downstairs at about 2 or 3 to attempt to stop the noise. (It wasn't Bass man, it was #4) They didn't answer the door either time I went down there. It's still going.
Maybe the housing dude will have some advice.
Maybe the housing dude will have some advice.
Wednesday, February 18, 2004
(Snoood - IV)
still snooding!
child - 9007
easy - 10365
medium - 14507
hard - 17397
evil - 22272
puzzle - 84474
journey - 59368
child - 9007
easy - 10365
medium - 14507
hard - 17397
evil - 22272
puzzle - 84474
journey - 59368
Monday, February 16, 2004
Sunday, February 15, 2004
Saturday, February 14, 2004
life
I'm here, sort of.
I have company, which makes me happy.
It's rare that I feel good. I miss feeling like I have a life.
It's been a long 6 years.
I have company, which makes me happy.
It's rare that I feel good. I miss feeling like I have a life.
It's been a long 6 years.
Hello (17) - VII
Just got up. Was up until about 7 or 8. Jk's still asleep on the floor.
I think that we might go out tonight, but I'm not 100% sure. Money's not good.
I hope that the wedding goes ok, and that you feel better. (Maybe you're allergic to something in the house? ;)
Let me know when the allergens have left. I don't want to call when it's crazy on both ends.
I think that we might go out tonight, but I'm not 100% sure. Money's not good.
I hope that the wedding goes ok, and that you feel better. (Maybe you're allergic to something in the house? ;)
Let me know when the allergens have left. I don't want to call when it's crazy on both ends.
Friday, February 13, 2004
Hello (17) - VI
Jk and S. stayed the night. It was a VERY fun night, but a long one.
Jk has to run an errand, but then is coming back. S. is still asleep in the back. I'll try calling when Jk leaves.
wish you were here
Jk has to run an errand, but then is coming back. S. is still asleep in the back. I'll try calling when Jk leaves.
wish you were here
Thursday, February 12, 2004
Hello (17) - V
I'm beyond tired.
S. is here, and Jk is on her way.
I don't know that we'll get to talk tonight, but as soon as I can, I'll call. You can call here if you want though. ;)
S. is here, and Jk is on her way.
I don't know that we'll get to talk tonight, but as soon as I can, I'll call. You can call here if you want though. ;)
The Width Of A Circle - Bowie
In the corner of the morning in the past
I would sit and blame the master first and last
All the roads were straight and narrow
And the prayers were small and yellow
And the rumour spread that I was aging fast
Then I ran across a monster who was sleeping
By a tree.
And I looked and frowned and the monster was me
Well, I said hello and I said hello
And I asked "Why not?" and I replied "I don't know"
So we asked a simple black bird, who was happy as can be
And he laughed insane and quipped "KAHLIL GIBRAN"
So I cried for all the others till the day was nearly through
For I realized that God's a young man too
So I said "So long" and I waved "Bye-bye"
And I smashed my soul and traded my mind
Got laid by a young bordello
I was vaguely half asleep
For which my reputation swept back home in drag
And the moral of this magic spell
Negotiates my hide
When God did take my logic for a ride
(Riding along)
He swallowed his pride and puckered his lips
And showed me the leather belt round his hips
My knees were shaking my cheeks aflame
He said "You'll never go down to the Gods again"
(Turn around,go back!)
He struck the ground a cavern appeared
And I smelt the burning pit of fear
We crashed a thousand yards below
I said "Do it again, do it again"
(Turn around,go back!)
His nebulous body swayed above
His tongue swollen with devil's love
The snake and I, a venom high
I said "Do it again, do it again"
(Turn around, go back!)
Breathe, breathe, breathe deeply
And I was seething, breathing deeply
Spitting sentry, horned and tailed
Waiting for you
I would sit and blame the master first and last
All the roads were straight and narrow
And the prayers were small and yellow
And the rumour spread that I was aging fast
Then I ran across a monster who was sleeping
By a tree.
And I looked and frowned and the monster was me
Well, I said hello and I said hello
And I asked "Why not?" and I replied "I don't know"
So we asked a simple black bird, who was happy as can be
And he laughed insane and quipped "KAHLIL GIBRAN"
So I cried for all the others till the day was nearly through
For I realized that God's a young man too
So I said "So long" and I waved "Bye-bye"
And I smashed my soul and traded my mind
Got laid by a young bordello
I was vaguely half asleep
For which my reputation swept back home in drag
And the moral of this magic spell
Negotiates my hide
When God did take my logic for a ride
(Riding along)
He swallowed his pride and puckered his lips
And showed me the leather belt round his hips
My knees were shaking my cheeks aflame
He said "You'll never go down to the Gods again"
(Turn around,go back!)
He struck the ground a cavern appeared
And I smelt the burning pit of fear
We crashed a thousand yards below
I said "Do it again, do it again"
(Turn around,go back!)
His nebulous body swayed above
His tongue swollen with devil's love
The snake and I, a venom high
I said "Do it again, do it again"
(Turn around, go back!)
Breathe, breathe, breathe deeply
And I was seething, breathing deeply
Spitting sentry, horned and tailed
Waiting for you
Hello (17) - IV
Didn't get to bed until about 6 myself.
S. is due around noon, and then Jk sometime between 5 and 8, and then maybe seeing L. about 10.
I could cry, I'm so tired.
S. is due around noon, and then Jk sometime between 5 and 8, and then maybe seeing L. about 10.
I could cry, I'm so tired.
144am021204
I don't know that I'm doing as bad as I was this time last year, but at the moment, I feel like it's a close race.
Still drinking too much. Less than before, but still too much for my gut. Wish that beer didn't make you grow a gut. Haven't managed to get back to working out. When I do, it's brief. I can only hope that in the next few months I'll manage to get back on track with it.
Jk called the other night. Hadn't heard from her in over a year. We went out. I felt like I could kiss the damn sidewalk. I suppose that there's nothing to help one define "home" quite like being kept away from it for 6 years or so.
I want to go home.
Still drinking too much. Less than before, but still too much for my gut. Wish that beer didn't make you grow a gut. Haven't managed to get back to working out. When I do, it's brief. I can only hope that in the next few months I'll manage to get back on track with it.
Jk called the other night. Hadn't heard from her in over a year. We went out. I felt like I could kiss the damn sidewalk. I suppose that there's nothing to help one define "home" quite like being kept away from it for 6 years or so.
I want to go home.
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
"New" Music - (9c)
Re: The Weave
Glad that you liked it Na. :) I think that my favorite one there is "Face Ache". So darn perky, yet so brutal. *lol*
Glad that you liked it Na. :) I think that my favorite one there is "Face Ache". So darn perky, yet so brutal. *lol*
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
Really Fucking Pissed
I'm sick and tired of being on trial.
These assholes need to back the fuck off or I'm going to show them just how fucked in the head I really am.
one day
snap
These assholes need to back the fuck off or I'm going to show them just how fucked in the head I really am.
one day
snap
Monday, February 9, 2004
Hello (17) - III
I'm not sure how long I'll be up...
Have A LOT to do tomorrow.
Try calling, but if I don't answer, it's probably just because I passed out. I'll call in the morning, if we don't talk tonight.
head doing flip flops
Have A LOT to do tomorrow.
Try calling, but if I don't answer, it's probably just because I passed out. I'll call in the morning, if we don't talk tonight.
head doing flip flops
Sunday, February 8, 2004
"New" Music - (9a)
The Weave
I had a friend, Sara Weaver. Although just about completely unrecognized by the rest of the world outside the Philadelphia area, as 99.9% of the talent in Philly is, and was, and probably will always be, "The Weave" (and "Swisher") were incredible. Sara made the band, of course, not just in character, but I think also in talent. My years long crush on the woman aside, Sara's ability to come across as a "diva" even if she was wearing a garbage bag was part of her charm, and that combined with awesome talent, is what I think made her bands "work".
One of the best and most creative musicians, and one of the coolest people I've ever met, there won't ever be another "Weave". Sara died of Leukemia in June of 2002. I'll miss her always.
site
I had a friend, Sara Weaver. Although just about completely unrecognized by the rest of the world outside the Philadelphia area, as 99.9% of the talent in Philly is, and was, and probably will always be, "The Weave" (and "Swisher") were incredible. Sara made the band, of course, not just in character, but I think also in talent. My years long crush on the woman aside, Sara's ability to come across as a "diva" even if she was wearing a garbage bag was part of her charm, and that combined with awesome talent, is what I think made her bands "work".
One of the best and most creative musicians, and one of the coolest people I've ever met, there won't ever be another "Weave". Sara died of Leukemia in June of 2002. I'll miss her always.
site
Saturday, February 7, 2004
Hello (17) - I, II
2:07 PM
Fuzzy brained.
Snooding.
6:13 PM
My food should be done about 7 or so. Suppose I'll eat then.
I'll be here... fighting off the urge to drink.
Fuzzy brained.
Snooding.
6:13 PM
My food should be done about 7 or so. Suppose I'll eat then.
I'll be here... fighting off the urge to drink.
Friday, February 6, 2004
Thursday, February 5, 2004
Hello (16) - XI, XII
3:04 AM
Went next door.
Got my books back. I'm liking that.
Remind me to watch the Daily Show at 7PM tomorrow. Really wanted to watch that tonight. :(
ugh
need sleep
2:20 PM
Just got up.
Had an ok time over there. At least I alleviated some of the guilt. I was starting to feel like a real jerk for not going over there. It's all about people not liking me. How shallow.
Went next door.
Got my books back. I'm liking that.
Remind me to watch the Daily Show at 7PM tomorrow. Really wanted to watch that tonight. :(
ugh
need sleep
2:20 PM
Just got up.
Had an ok time over there. At least I alleviated some of the guilt. I was starting to feel like a real jerk for not going over there. It's all about people not liking me. How shallow.
Wednesday, February 4, 2004
(Snoood - III)
child - 9007
easy - 9593
medium - 14507
hard - 16941
evil - 666
puzzle - 84474
journey - 57859
easy - 9593
medium - 14507
hard - 16941
evil - 666
puzzle - 84474
journey - 57859
Tuesday, February 3, 2004
Hello (16) - X
My dreams were really fucked up... Very graphic... bloody.
Only slept about 5 hours total. Think a nap might be on the agenda today.
Only slept about 5 hours total. Think a nap might be on the agenda today.
Monday, February 2, 2004
Sunday, February 1, 2004
sorry
What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word - Elton John - Lyrics by Bernie Taupin
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word - Elton John - Lyrics by Bernie Taupin
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