Yeah, but I can do 20 push ups. (4)

I don't know that I could do 20 push ups now. The last month or so has been hellish. I can only hope that I can get back on the horse at some point soon.

Went to the doc yesterday. It was exactly 6 months from when I was there last. I lost 18 lbs total, but my body fat % went from 27 to 19, and that's a lot more important to me.


I hate that my head is fucked up. :(