~17 part 1

7:20 PM Jan 23 (1987)

Drue called me, I can't stand it. I can't fall out of love with her. Yeah, I can see Angel, mess around, but it wouldn't ever mean anything. It would just be something to keep me busy. Drue would still come first.

Why can't I break away from her? Am I so weak, is she so strong? I just can't understand my feelings. Maybe it has something to do with one of my past lives. Could be. That's the only reasonable explanation that I can think of.

So here it is Friday night and I have nothing to do but wait to call Drue back tonite. What a curious life I lead. Where does it all come together?

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Now?