~Suddenly missing

Spent some time reading... my head's in a weird spot from it... years... years go by... memories fade... hide... Perhaps we hide things from ourselves. Perhaps.

I turn 36 in a few weeks. I was just about to turn 30 when I started this journey into cyberville. Wish I could get the brain back to being as healthy as it was then.... wish I could just get the brain healthy, period.

I used to laugh a lot more often. Now, all I do is growl.

Knowing isn't half the battle. Knowing makes me angrier.

I don't know how to fix this.


I need a drink.