~Fatten me up

I really should go for a walk or something. No, a walk won't exactly give me the work out weights would, but I can't manage to pick up the weights right now.

I feel a little depressed, although I don't know that I'm craving drama. I just feel... maybe negative... scared... wondering what the point is to anything... not able to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I guess that's what I get for having Cheetos and beer for lunch.


I need someone around who knows how to do BBQ.