(ok, boys and girls... looking back)

Sometimes it helps me to read what I wrote in the past when my brain gets muddied... and sometimes it helps to remind myself of the way other people see things, so that I can keep in mind that not everyone sees things the way I do.

Sometimes I wonder if me being "out" as me, from PTD, to here, to anywhere else online, has made the slightest bit of difference in the big picture. I used to think that it might, but I often lose faith in that.

Sometimes being a stereotypical asshole looks much more appealing than being an open raw nerve.