March 22, 2004

Sometimes I think I should quit drinking... maybe do the whole "straight edge" thing. I fear that though... I fear directing the anger in me.

I feel so close to the edge. I get this way a lot, it seems.

I wonder if one day I'll do it... cross the line... make friends with death ...myself... someone else... it's all the same.

I certainly do not feel very friendly with life.