Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Another 27th

I suppose that if I do what I usually do, that is, play my games with dates and time past, I should end this Internet journey in about 9 days.

Have I found what I was looking... searching for?

Nine years ago, I typed the word "Vampire" into my search engine. Before typing in that word, I'd searched for nothing aside from a bus schedule. The search for the schedule took only a matter of minutes. My search for another... another like myself? I fear that search has yielded next to nothing.

True, I have benefited. I've found many answers to many questions and have had many adventures ...and the Psi-food has been life-sustaining... but after 9 years, I still have not been able to find another like myself... another of my kind.

In the three decades prior to this leg of my "quest" I had better luck. At least, I found a few. True, we cannot co-exist in the same space for very long, but for the brief time we do...

I don't even know how to put it into words. Perhaps, there are no words sufficient.

...and so, I suppose that this medium is rather... restricting, if for no other reason than for that one .

Restricting ...much like this body.


Perhaps.