Monday, August 11, 2008

Your/My Ghost

See... the thing with ghosts is that you don't really know what they look like. You can feel a ghost, more than you can see a ghost. Ghosts may well have a primary "host" body, but they aren't always going to be in that host body. They will come through others, or even just be around without a body.

It's often rather difficult to distinguish between a person and the ghost of another, but it's possible.

Yes, that's the thing about being in love with a ghost, you often think that you're in love with the person who is (knowingly or not) playing temporary host (or conduit) to that ghost.

All that said... yes, I am in love with a ghost, and that ghost often comes through others. I often get thrown off course, and I often lose track completely.

...and all that said... yes, I AM a ghost and often a conduit as well. I come through others, and they through me. Can I tell when the ghost of another is coming through me? Most often, yes, I can. I can tell when I'm "100% me" and when I'm not. Do I remember my own ghostly travels? Sometimes I think that I do, but I can't be sure. It's about as reliable as remembering past lives. Memory lives in the brain. Ghosts don't have brains. Ghosts are just energy. So, sometimes I feel a familiar energy, but the images which my brain produces to go along with the travels, based on the residual... energy patterns, aren't exactly what I'd call "clear" or "reliable".

The ghost that I'm in love with, the one I have called my "soul mate"? I KNOW the way that ghost FEELS, and that's all that I can say I know without a doubt.