I don't know how much I'll be able to write, until I get a (real) place to live. This whole thing sucks. I'm sorry.
I'll be on and off, checking what I can, thinking about people, but I don't know that I'll be able to write much.
I hope that I'll be able to get back to writing (for real) sometime soon. Thanks, to those of you who have checked in with me, it means a lot. :)
Friday, April 29, 2005
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
041205
L.
Well, apparently you were right. I was indeed getting worse. I lost the sight in my right eye, in November. I went for an MRI. Apparently I've had MS for the last 2 decades or so. (I can send you some pretty yucky pics, if you want.) My brain is pretty swiss cheesed, at this point, and it's headed for my spine. I'm using a cane, and spent some time in a chair a few weeks ago. Not too fun. I'm in Massachusetts, been here since December, staying with (A2) until I can get some wheelchair accessable housing. I'm covered for meds here, so that helps a bit. Anyway... I know that I hurt you, and for that I am truly sorry. I can go into how it wasn't my fault, and yadda yadda yadda, but that's no excuse. I hurt you, repeatedly, and I'm sorry. You never did anything to deserve being hurt. My cell number is xxx-xxx-xxxx my line is always open to you. You told me not to call, so I won't. I do think about all of you though, and hope that you're all doing ok.
- J.
Well, apparently you were right. I was indeed getting worse. I lost the sight in my right eye, in November. I went for an MRI. Apparently I've had MS for the last 2 decades or so. (I can send you some pretty yucky pics, if you want.) My brain is pretty swiss cheesed, at this point, and it's headed for my spine. I'm using a cane, and spent some time in a chair a few weeks ago. Not too fun. I'm in Massachusetts, been here since December, staying with (A2) until I can get some wheelchair accessable housing. I'm covered for meds here, so that helps a bit. Anyway... I know that I hurt you, and for that I am truly sorry. I can go into how it wasn't my fault, and yadda yadda yadda, but that's no excuse. I hurt you, repeatedly, and I'm sorry. You never did anything to deserve being hurt. My cell number is xxx-xxx-xxxx my line is always open to you. You told me not to call, so I won't. I do think about all of you though, and hope that you're all doing ok.
- J.
Wednesday, April 6, 2005
Saturday, April 2, 2005
Next on the MS bandwagon (cont'd 7)
Spent the last 10 days in the hospital, and a rehab place that focuses on Physical and Occupational therapy. There were good and bad aspects to it.
Had my first run in a wheelchair. Creepy. I knew how to use it too well. Maybe it was all of those dreams I've had.
Got some new pics. This one is spooky. It's just so damned round! This is pretty disturbing too.
Watching your brain rot away. Thrilling.
Had my first run in a wheelchair. Creepy. I knew how to use it too well. Maybe it was all of those dreams I've had.
Got some new pics. This one is spooky. It's just so damned round! This is pretty disturbing too.
Watching your brain rot away. Thrilling.
Friday, April 1, 2005
~See spot run
Just got out today. Spent Monday (the 21st) through Sunday at the hospital, then, after that, a rehab place for Physical and Occupational therapy.
Made friends with a wheelchair. Got pictures taken of all the new, active lesions.
It sucked shit... but I got through it relatively ok.
I'm sure that I'll go more into it later.
Made friends with a wheelchair. Got pictures taken of all the new, active lesions.
It sucked shit... but I got through it relatively ok.
I'm sure that I'll go more into it later.
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