Sunday, January 4, 2004

(Read Much?)

I can't tell you the last time I actually finished a book. I've had Clive Barker's "Books Of Blood" next to the bed for over a year now. :\


too much internet.

Hello (14) - VIII, IX

8:20 AM
up and sniffing :\


10:43 AM
Still sniffing... but at least I can sniff.

I'm hoping that I'm starting to feel better... don't want to jinx myself though. :\

Saturday, January 3, 2004

Hello (14) - VII

Doing better than yesterday at this time, but still pretty ill. :\ The glands in my neck are starting to really swell up and hurt.

I hope this ends soon. :(

Friday, January 2, 2004

Still here

Still VERY sick. Sinus infection from hell.

Never drink with the flu, doesn't help at all.


Back to bed I go.

Hello (14) - VI

Still trying to breathe. :(

VERY sick.


Will call when I can. Have to keep trying to sleep.

Thursday, January 1, 2004

Hello (14) - IV, V

6:30 AM
I'm beyond drunk


I hate myself


11:04 AM
Just want to apologize (in advance) for my sniffing.

One nostril is closed completely, and no amount of nose spray will open it. The other is open, but it burns like hell.

Will probably end up taking Ativan to get to sleep. Not 100% sure, but I think that's the only thing that might work.

Just blew some blood out of my nose.

Joy. :\

I feel like a real ass.

Weak. Stupid.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for not being stronger.

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

Hello (14) - III

Slept for a little bit. I'm all achey. :(

Don't know how tonight is going to go yet. I really don't want to be over there for long.