Hello (14) - IV, V

6:30 AM
I'm beyond drunk


I hate myself

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11:04 AM
Just want to apologize (in advance) for my sniffing.

One nostril is closed completely, and no amount of nose spray will open it. The other is open, but it burns like hell.

Will probably end up taking Ativan to get to sleep. Not 100% sure, but I think that's the only thing that might work.

Just blew some blood out of my nose.

Joy. :\

I feel like a real ass.

Weak. Stupid.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for not being stronger.