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Wandering aimlessly
Up and down
The bleeding paths
of my own mind
Getting lost
In my own
self
loathing
The feeling of emptiness
Within
Pain and despair
Akin to life
after death
Echo
Follow
Lead me
To you
Want to consume you
use you
abuse
Myself
Want to heal and fill
Myself
With your essence
Bleed you
Empty you
to satisfy
My tortured self
Instead
The cool metal blades mock me
Wandering aimlessly
up and down
The bleeding arms
of my body
Getting lost
In my own
Self

Dying


© 1995 (by JBW)