Next on the MS bandwagon (cont'd 2)

The zappy thing was brutal. The flashing image eye testy thing was fucked up too. I hope that they don't have to do that series of tests again any time soon. With the lab work, they blew the vein after the sixth vial of blood, which although painful, was lucky because that's all they needed.

I hope that's the end of the tests for a little while. I'm in the process of finding a Primary Care doc, and waiting for my appointment with the MS specialist Nero-doc in February. Still not sure about the whole lawsuit thing. I don't even know how to go about finding a lawyer.

I try not to think about things, as much as I can. Thinking about it stresses me out. Stress causes "flare ups". "Flare ups" suck. I think that, as much as I can, I need to stay as far away from the edge as possible, rather than forcing myself to dangle from it, as I've done in the past. I need to learn how to just say "no"... need to force myself to say it more often. The world will get over it. I won't.