re - ~Invisiballs (5/30/04)

Yes, being diagnosed with MS in November of last year has put another spin on the whole thing. Maybe, because I had MS for the last decade or two, my actions were extreme. My leaving... my rage... maybe it was all MS fueled. I don't know. I don't know that the MS diagnosis cancels out my DID diagnosis, or my PTSD diagnosis.

I don't know.

I do know that it sure as shit doesn't take the rage away.

I called my mother, for the first time in years, when I was diagnosed. (Times like those, you want your mommy... a mommy... anyone's mommy!)

Her response?

"What do you want me to do about it?"


cunt