losing focus

I knew that it'd happen during/after Dragon Con.

I've been trying to get back on track, but I'm not doing a very good job.

My head feels muddy.

I feel discouraged.

Can't seem to motivate myself.

I feel like today is shot.
I feel guilty for not working out.
I feel guilty for wanting beer.
I feel guilty for wanting to crawl into bed.

guilt guilt guilt

I'm hungry, but afraid to eat.
Can't seem to sit up straight.
Can't seem to think straight.

Tomorrow is another day.

Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow...