~17 Part 5

5-19 (1987) 8:47 PM

I'm laying here listening to one of Drue's old tapes, the last one before we broke up. It makes me smile now, a month or two ago it would've pissed me off. It's so hard to believe that she's come back, I really thought I'd lost her forever.

So, our affair continues, now we both have something to lose if it gets out. I don't know why I love her so much, but I do. She gives me nothing but her time, but it's all I desire from her. Alison, who's my rightful lover gives me what I need, Drue gives me what I dream of.