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My thoughts are all over the place... can't seem to get them organized... sort of like my apartment.

Maybe it's all metaphor... things in boxes... not wanting to open them up and look at the contents... can't figure out where to put the stuff... don't have places to put the stuff... to display the stuff, even if I wanted to.

I don't want any more stuff. I have enough stuff. Enough stuff, but no place to put it out.

Metaphors are spooky.