My nephew

Fucking freaks me out, looking at my nephew. We're a lot alike, from what I hear... but when I look at him, and see that "family" resemblance... just fucks with my head.

Sometimes I want to say that it's my loss... that my not being allowed to know him has completely taken something away from me that I might have benefited from. Then, some days I see it as his loss. Either way, it hurts intensely.