~Mine

If you need to take this personal, go for it. I just need to fucking write. I started this blog for ME, not for everyone else.

You don't know what it's like. I always lose track of that. You don't know what my head is doing. All you see... all you read or hear are words... the rantings of someone in another place... someone who's NOT you... you think... That guy's an asshole... all he does is spew shit and hot air.

You don't get it. You don't know what my head does. You don't know what it's like to have raw nerves, and to always be paranoid. You just slowly fade away, because you don't get it. Fade away. Most people in my life do. I'm used to it.

I'm like a crow, remember?

all I can say is,

eat me.