~Jade

The nap idea didn't work. I tried, but the head started running. It was an odd feeling, because I was feeling really good, but then I started feeling really scared at the same time, so I had to get up and write and stick my ear to the phone.

I'm getting into a new relationship, and I just want so badly for things to work. I don't want to be like those who hurt or used her in the past. I want to show her the same respect she shows me, the same love, and the same trust. I don't want to let that which is jaded in me run the show... I don't want my jaded brain to give my smiling heart a fat lip.