as if you care

10:33 PM - 3/15/06

More and more, I want to just come here... to hide. This whole "MS Awareness Week" thing is brutal... the task I've taken on is brutal. It's brutal reading back. It's brutal thinking.

and then... there's the silence. You expose your pain... and there's silence. That pain is even worse.

I used to think that no one really cared about me.

Now I know... no one really cares about me.

...not in the way I need them to.

Here is my heart and soul. Please shit on it.